Lyrics

Don’t look at me
I’m not the mess I seem to be
You know looks sometimes can deceive
So don’t look at me

What happened last night I know you can’t understand
Until I came home I had no plan
But I drank and I drank and I drank and I fell
What happened after that I don’t remember too well

So don’t look at me…

This was the act of a desperate man
It was total self-hate that put that blade in my hand
Now I’m crying all night and I’m crying all day
I’m trying to remember what it felt like not to feel this way

So don’t look at me…

This was the act of a desperate man
It was total self-hate that put that blade in my hand
Now I’m crying all night and I’m crying all day
I’m trying to remember what it felt like not to feel this way

So don’t look at me, don’t look at me…

I can’t sleep at night, don’t eat anymore
I stumble in late like some drunken old whore
Don’t know what I want, don’t know what I need
Don’t want to beg, don’t want to be on my knees
Don’t want to be on my knees now
So don’t look at me, don’t look at me…